Saturday, April 29, 2006
I dunno wad to name this post, cos now, my brain refuses to think, totally... Today is so so so so so SIANZ!!! I know I should be studying and making the full use of every min I can to chiong for my QM, which is my lousiest module, but no, I just cannot do it. Y? I also dunno leh. Just a state of mind I think. When u dun wan your brain to do something, it will never be able to do it. In this case, despite me knowing that I am running way short of time for QM, deep down I just dun wan to do it today. I think that is why my brain refuses to retain all teh information that I read. Once, I heard someone say "studying is all about self-discipline. When you feel the urge to on that laptop of yours and start gaming, the difference between a dean;s lister and a medeocre student would be whether u give in to that urge or not." Now I truely see wad she means by that. And I should believed it, given that she got into dean's list for 4 out of her 8 sems in uni...
Now I just need someone who is really free to go out, cos I think that is wad I need most now -- some fresh air. Being cropped up in the room all day long is no joke. Other than studying and sleeping ad gaming, I did nothing all day. Studying makes the brain dull, trust me. I have seen enough examples to justify the above statement. Staying in room means I dun get enough sunlight. Not enough sunlight means y body can't manufacture vitamin D. Not enough vitamin D means... means wad ah? Means something bad la, since nothing good can come out from a vitamin deficiency, of any kind right?
Oh ya, and today eugene just told me tiley got a job at KBOX that pays 1.1k monthly! Gotta work from 12pm to 8pm though, quite long. But attractive pay leh. If I work for all the full 3 mths, let's say I save everything, then I may be able to get a 2nd hand bike, after a bit of topping up. Wah, how shiok! But the thing is, this kind of timing is vv anti-going out kind, cos normally pple meet in the afternoon and play and play all the way till dinner, have dinner and then continue hanging out. If I take the job, then can only hang out after diner. That is how anti-social la... Hmmm, good pay comes with a price, and as they say in econs, maybe that is the opportunity cost that I gotta pay to earn the wage. Still considering.
Another thing is tuition. I am contemplating giving tuition to upper sec kids. Why upper sec leh?? Cos they pay more than pri and lower sec, given the same amount of time, and I am not confident of teaching JC level, so upper sec is the best alternative. I am more confident with upper sec la, can teach chem, bio, physics, maths e and 'a' maths, no prob! So whoever is reading this, and has some lobang, or needs some tuition, pls leave a comment and contact! Thx!
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